Of True and Perfect Joy
"'Father Francis, what then is true and perfect joy?' 'Well, I am returning from Perugia, say, and I arrive at our Friary of the Portiuncula very late at night. It is wintertime, muddy, and so cold that icicles have gathered at the fringes of my habit and keep cutting into my legs until they bleed. But at last, cold, and covered with mud, I make it to the entrance of the Portiuncula. I knock and knock and call out, and finally a brother comes and asks, 'Who are you?' and when I answer, 'Brother Francis,' he says, 'Go away. This isn't the hour to be wandering about. How dare you want to come in!' And when I insist, he snaps back, 'Get out of here, you simpleton, you idiot! We have brothers enough here and we don't need one more like you.' But I again move toward the door and say, 'For the love of God, please take me in tonight.' 'Absolutely not!' he says, 'Go to the Crosiers' hostel and ask them.' 'Now I tell you this: If I keep my patience through all this and do not get upset, then that is true joy and true virtue and salvation of soul.'" --Dictated writing of St. Francis
I can identify with what Francis is saying. Whenever I've been able to respond in love to an "unlovable" situation I know it is God in me enabling me to do so. This is the greatest kind of joy!
"'Father Francis, what then is true and perfect joy?' 'Well, I am returning from Perugia, say, and I arrive at our Friary of the Portiuncula very late at night. It is wintertime, muddy, and so cold that icicles have gathered at the fringes of my habit and keep cutting into my legs until they bleed. But at last, cold, and covered with mud, I make it to the entrance of the Portiuncula. I knock and knock and call out, and finally a brother comes and asks, 'Who are you?' and when I answer, 'Brother Francis,' he says, 'Go away. This isn't the hour to be wandering about. How dare you want to come in!' And when I insist, he snaps back, 'Get out of here, you simpleton, you idiot! We have brothers enough here and we don't need one more like you.' But I again move toward the door and say, 'For the love of God, please take me in tonight.' 'Absolutely not!' he says, 'Go to the Crosiers' hostel and ask them.' 'Now I tell you this: If I keep my patience through all this and do not get upset, then that is true joy and true virtue and salvation of soul.'" --Dictated writing of St. Francis
I can identify with what Francis is saying. Whenever I've been able to respond in love to an "unlovable" situation I know it is God in me enabling me to do so. This is the greatest kind of joy!
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